sunday morning
I read yesterday, but didn't post- I wasn't logged in for some reason and it seemed like too much trouble to do it! You know you're tired when you cant type in 6 letters!
It was sort of a bad day yesterday- I got upset at DH for not wanting to do the stair replacement I want to do, (money). the stupid guy that came to give the estimate (and take measurements) said we could repair ours by going underneath and putting wedges in to stop the noise and just paint the risers. Well, I don't want to paint the risers. Guess whose little job that will be? Bingo! ME! i know the real issue is how overwhelmed I feel about MIL being here, and I was doing the stairs to feel like my life isn't completely paralyzed for a year due to her. I had a huge whining session with DS and felt a lttle better, but I can't really talk to DH cause it's his mother and he feels bad already. I will get over it, but tonight I will have some wine with my WHINE< and I am taking the day off and going for a drive.
However, strangely enough, my eating is improving. I guess I have had enough of having to compromise on food things- there is so much junk in this house it is unbelievable. (for MIL) Well, I got the new Schwarzbein book out of the library and it got me going. It is impossible to read(why your adrenal glands dont' work) but I did feel motivated to get my diet better. I had really dropped the amount of protein I have been eating, as an accomodation for MIL/DH, and so I don't have to make THREE different breakfasts/dinners/ snacks. Well, that is over. I made a swiss and aspargus omelette yesterday, tuna salad, pancakes my way(with ricotta and extra egg) today, and this afternoon I am making a crustless asparagus quiche for me for dinner. they can eat take out or leftovers.
Well, I could whine on for hours, but I realize that it is not such compelling reading for you as it is for me going through it. So off to the shower, then grocery shopping, then I'm going for a drive to see some of the leaves changing...
L, your walks are motivating me! I did a short one to shake my anger yesterday and it really helped. I then lifted some weight- it was fun, sort of.
dottie
Last edited by dottiejon; 10-24-2004 at 09:05 AM.
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