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Originally Posted by Vickie
You and Robin remain in my most fervent prayers. I will absolutely focus on these specific aspects.
How are YOU my friend?
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LOL..vickie I read that like "how do you know me"
then I realized what you meant...
Mostly I am taking it one day at a time and letting friends do things for us that allows Robin and I more time to just enjoy each other. Last night I started thinking about his actual odds and had to call my cousin at midnight to talk out my fears. She lost her husband last year and she allows me to verbalize my fears honestly.
One of my biggest stresses at the moment is worrying that we have the best doctor..I like him but its hard to know if he is making the right treatment decisions.
I was just doing better dealing with empty nest depression so losing my husband would leave me totally struggling with identity crisis. It would take a while to decide where I want to live(moving from our house is the plan no matter how this turns out) where I want to work(I was just planning to go back to work before this hit)