I must confess (and I DO know better). I did grocery shopping Friday (healthy stuff), but I did buy a HUGE bag of dry roasted pistachios at Costco.

So, of course today while watching movies, I just had to have some, since my snacky other half was digging in already. And, inevitably, I had more than one portion (in a bowl at least). I had 3. So, what with dinner (good choices there- broiled salmon, kashi, spinach w/garlic), I think I'm at 41 for the day. That's at least 6 points over the top. The night is not done- probably a couple more hours. I will have to restrain myself I am sure.
Buying the pistachios might not have been a great idea, but they are a good snack. Maybe if I portioned them into smaller bags and put part of them away, it would be easier. The other thing is I start channeling childhood behavior.
I grew up in a big family where treats never lasted and I never felt like I got my fair share. (I don't think anybody did.) So even now, when I buy something that is not a "bad" choice, but something to eat in moderation and my partner gets into it, I get this feeling that I have to grab what I can before it's gone.
This especially happens because he doesn't put ice cream or snacks in a dish. He takes the whole carton with a HUGE spoon! The little person inside me says, "Hey! No fair, he's going to eat it all and I won't get any!".
Even knowing logically that a) I will live fine without ice cream, b) I make money, have a car and can go buy more, and c) that I don't really want it at that particular moment- part of me gets very upset. (Of course, it's also been born out by those times I have bought some no sugar/low fat ice cream and kept it there "for special", when I did go to eat it, all that was left was a half inch of refrozen scrapings.
Which brings me back to pistachios and eating not one, but 3 small bowls of them. Competetive Snacking- this is something I have only recently really tuned into. If I feel deprived, I will eat "my share" and then some to make sure I get it. Not sure what to do about it (other than hide all the snacks-

heh heh- no that would be mean and sneaky).