Yep, I've been spending some time with my dictionary the last couple of days... And to clear up confusion, it's not one that offers definitions, it's just a book that I use to spell check certain words that sometimes come up in the nuclear industry.
Where is everyone today? I am in a funk. Kind of depressed over things in my life. I need to just stand up and say who cares... but I don't and then I get in a funk.
Duuuuuuuude, I am SO bored!! I know, I know, it's hard to believe that anyone could ever be bored at work, but I really, really am...
Jen, can you believe how quiet it's been around here today? Maybe need to offer some sort of incentive for posting or something! I'm sorry that you're feeling a little depressed. Yesterday when I responded to your post, I started to sort of preach at you about how I think you should start putting yourself first more often, but didn't want to offend you. But I'm afraid I'm gonna have to. Promise you won't get mad, OK? Here's my thoughts on the subject. Lots of people who lose weight say they started seeing results when they started putting themselves first. Was it yesterday you said that you didn't get time to workout? Here's some thoughts that maybe you could do: Is there anything you can do to take some of the load off of yourself so you have a little more time to do things that are important to you? Can DH get the girls ready in the morning and you could go work out then? Could he take care of them for an hour in the evenings so you can take a walk? About your funk today, here's an idea. Is there a neighbor who could watch them for awhile while you just take 20 minutes to clear your head and unwind? Just set your kitchen timer for 20 minutes and do something relaxing like reading or meditation or something. Sometimes I'll just set my kitchen timer for 20 minutes and curl up on the kitchen floor! I hope I didn't upset you, but I know how very, very much you do for your family and would like to see you do a little more for yourself. (I only say this because I care and consider myself a friend).
OK, I'm stepping off my soapbox now...
So, not much planned for tonight. After work, I have my stamping/scrapbooking meeting and that will probably take up my entire night. I really want to go to bed early. I'm starting to feel like I might be getting sick, plus it's nearing TOM, which always makes me feel so drained. (Sorry for all that info).
Oh my gosh, the clock has got to be stuck. I don't think it's moved at all since I started typing this!!
Wow - I thought I was posting late but nobody's here but us CHICKens. It's OK, I'll still post. I had a junk fest last night. I made chocolate chip cookies (and ate 4) and I had 2 bags of Doritos. I haven't done that in a while. I made a good choice this morning and brought the rest of the cookies to my brother for his family and brought a salad for lunch. Haven't thought about dinner yet though. I really hope I can overcome this most recent gain. I have to go out to a bar on Friday night before WI on Saturday. What could I have that wouldn't make my WI go WAY up? Any ideas? Suggestions?
Hi Jess - You have made me crave subway again. I better give in to that one soon.
Jen - sorry you're in a funk. Does that make you funky? probably doesn't help.
I have to get to a bunch of things and my lunch is not sitting very well. I'll go make some tea.
You know Jess... I'm not upset, but I am gonna vent a little here. About an hour ago I was surfing the net looking for something that would motivate me because I feel like I am a window and no one sees me (does that make sense??). You see, your post was GREAT, it was just what I needed because lately no one posts here and I feel like there is just no one kicking you in the pants anymore. It is such a shame because we were all such a great group. I know people are busy and all, but you can't use that excuse forever!!!
As for me... the reason I have no time to exercise is because I am so busy (see, can't use that excuse forever). I either have meetings at night or kids things at night. And lately I really haven't had a lunch time either. I was running to the gym at lunch just to get in a 30 minute workout, but that was slacking lately too. BUT I DID IT TODAY! I made myself take a lunch time at the gym. I did 15 minutes on the bike, and then lifted weights. That helped. Oh and hubby is trying to help me find more "me" time and now that Kate is getting older, she entertains herself more. That makes it easier. I guess I just need a kick in the tush. Thanks Jess, glad you were here for me and my funk.
KT... eat before you go to the bar and have only 1 drink if you need one. Otherwise stick to water or diet soda (if you drink that). Bar food is deadly and who can stop at just one bite!
Sorry I haven't been around to post much, I've been dealing with trying to put a contract in on the condo today. Jen, I hope you're feeling better. I know it's much easier to stay on track if there are lots of us posting to help stay motivated. I know when I stop posting, it's easier for me to fall off the wagon too. Just hang in there....another good motivation is the skinny daily post. I mentioned it before, not sure if you're one who reads it, but it's a (usually) daily column by a great writer on various weight loss/health topics. It's great you got a chance to get to the gym.
KT, congrats on getting rid of the cookies. That is so hard to do!
Jess, how's Subway treating you besides loads of kids? Has aaron got a job yet? hmmm? I am thinking that if I do get this condo I should probably get a part time job, although I feel like I have no time as it is!!
Lexxy, hope the interest rates are still good. I haven't checked lately, but we refinanced our home last summer and it dropped our monthly payment way down!!
MMM... Subway. All this sandwich talk has to stop. Jess, can you sample all the new ones and let us know how they rate? I have never tried the sauces either because I am scared they will taste artificial or too sour. I am fussy that way. Has anyone tried them???
OK, I get to skidaddle in 15 minutes. So much for time for myself... hubby has a meeting tonight, but he is usually only gone 1 1/2 hours at the most.
So typed out massive post and lost it. Ugh. Haven't been around due to major pity party where I am the honored (and only) guest. Combination of winter blues and stress over work have got me down and affected my eating habits. I've managed to gain 7lbs in a month and am angry with myself about it.
Sounds like several of you have had the blues too.
Jayne - Glad to hear it was only your fanny and your dignity that were hurt in your slip on ice. How goes the MN winter?
Kierie - How is your sister doing? Better, I hope.
JenL - good for you taking time for yourself tomorrow. Hope you and hubby work it out so that you can get a few minutes each day to yourself.
KT - Smart idea to give the cookies away and your little binge doesn't begin to compare to my rampage lately.
Lexxy - good luck on getting the condo.
Jess - I too have been avoiding WI. How often do you work at Subway? I like my 2nd job much better now that I only work once in a blue moon. Hee-hee.
I am slowly working on improving my work situation. Created a resume - the first I've ever been truly proud of. E-mailed regarding a potential work opportunity tonight. I'm sad about having to job hunt. I still like the company but can't continue in the current situation. Odd how changing one person has made work go from boring but O.K. to impossible.
I've decided to ask CB for his help in eating healthy and working out when he returns. I'm unhappy with how I've been treating my body. My plan is to be OP for the next 3 days and then WI on Saturday and take my lumps. I also created a 5 week work-out schedule.
I know it is late and that none of you may read this post but if you do, pretty please ask after my morning work-out and eating plan for the day tomorrow. I promise to check-in and see how all of you are doing.