I have to say I can't wait to go
back to the doctor. At least when I am not
sick. She is going to be so SURPRISED!!! I
am down almost 30lbs and tomorrow I quit
smoking. I did quit once for 14 mon.
Started again but this is the last
time.
It is funny how we surprise ourselves with
things we thought were not us. I have been
trying for 2 years to get this off. Okay I
tried before but only half-a**ed. I was
never lower than 212 in 10 years. Now I am
below that and feeling like I am 100lbs. As
long as I don't eat like I weigh 100lbs I am
okay. I look forward to every
meeting...whether I have had a good week or
a bad week. I just feel like I am suppose to
go there every Tues. Like I am suppose to
show up at work everyday.
I know longer feel quilty when I eat more or
don't journal. I just say hey I need to get
my butt in gear. This has been the least
stressed I have ever been losing weight. I
am so enjoying the trip down the scale.
I can't wait till I can steal my mom's size
16 pants and wear them. She had better get a
lock on her closet or take away my keys to
her house!