Kelly Jo - yep! been there myself
Sometimes you have to get to the point where you are totally fed up with yourself and accept the responsibility, forgive yourself and then do something about it- you seem to be at the point right now - good going, you are now taking steps in the right direction
Can I ask how many points you get per day and how you ended up with a 10 point breakfast?
Maybe I or some of the ww'ers here can give you some pointers on how to get in some low-point yet filling meals