Ok, so I've always known the key to my losing weight is--> not eating out, but preparing my own meals. Normally I enforce that with a strictness, but my SO & I came into a little bit extra money for breathing room this month, and we've been treating our fam to meals out, since it'd been a while (and after paying bills, of course). Last Monday I purchased a Papa Murphy's veggie pizza, cut it into proper single portions to freeze for my lunches, but then ate like 10 fries from the bottom of the bag from my SO/kids McDonald dinner. Tuesday, I got chinese food- hello lemon chicken and pork fried rice, it's been a long time (I ate proper WW portion-sizes, but still.). Wednesday, I was good. Thursday was an all-day Portland trip, so a mall food-court beef/lamb gyro (no fries!) for lunch, a Cinnabon mochalotta chill & cinnastix + frosting for snack, plus a Taco Bell crunchy taco for dinner (good lord, baddest day of bad days). Friday, 1 shrimp enchilada from a mexican restaurant + super small portions of whole black beans & rice (which would have been fine, if I hadn't scarfed the chips and refried beans they gave us beforehand). Yesterday- 1/2 a Taco Bell crunchwrap supreme- which I stopped eating only out of guilt because I reached my target daily points before hand.
Clearly I still can't be trusted around food right now, 1.5 month into WW. I think it's PMS week, too, but again.. still.
My NSV--> taking my SO + kids, dad, and sis + family to brunch for Fathers Day, and ordering a poached egg, hashbrowns (and giving half to one of my kids, leaving me with about 1/3 c HBs), and a small bowl of fresh strawberries. Which is a normal-sized meal for me (tho normally have toast with butter, not HB), AND I was completely satisfied from 11 until now (5:30).
I do not need to gorge on junk, I can get this under control!
I will not eat out at ALL this week, even though my next term of college is starting up tomorrow and i'll be gone Mon & Wed from 8:30AM - 5PM. I will be good!