Jiff I am not hard on myself, I am just saying you keep me motivated. Yes it is true I have never been where you have been and with due respect, hope to never be. my point is that you have triumphed over a struggle that many would have given up on.
Just take the compliment and SHUT UP

isn't that why you come here? to inspire? Well chickie, you do that every day by sharing yourself and you story.
-L