I know just how you feel, I feel so hopeless as well, 80lbs seems like soo much, but i love that quote someone posted 'i cant lose 100lbs but i can 10lbs 10 times' that is soo inspirational b/c i can lose 8lbs 10 times, 8lbs isn't that much compared with 80! lol I was hoping to get a treadmill this summer but I can't now b/c by the time I got the credit card to purchase it with it wont be on sale anymore and I wont be able to save up the amount I need by then either

so I have to get up off my butt and start walking again...