Hi Flower; I'm not a new-ager but I did read a book about the new age movement once, because I wanted to understand it more. It encompasses so many different things it's hard to even explain what it means. Like some people focus on angels and consider themselves new age. While others are into Reiki and call themselves new age. The bottom line is it is more experiential in focus. The 60s had a lot of new-agers for obvious reasons
I think a lot of people are afraid of anything they don't a) know much about and b) understand. It's not good you find yourself hiding that part of yourself on here. You should be able to speak freely about what is important to you. Why not start your own thread and over time it will attract like minded souls.
p.s. you have a beautiful kind face and I see in your signature kindness is important to you. (((love)))