I'm sure this has happened before on this forum, but I am back after a long absence. I went through the "I like myself just the way I am" phase ~ until I went to the mall to go shopping for a relative's wedding.
I have two months, and then I want to lose a little more just in time for the Holiday Visitations. Easter was a literal nightmare (see an earlier post of mine). I just want to be a smoking size 12 again and for the nightmare to end. Drifting into size 16's.
I have flirted with the 200s, and am now afraid to go on The Scale. At least I'm in Onederland in my mind.
I've lost weight before and I know what to do. Told my DH that I'm going to be a pain in the azz for a couple months concerning foods. No reckless abandon.