So I have been struggling with depression since I was 11 and trying to be skinny since that age too.
To make a long story short,bullying and severe low self esteem caused my early age depression.
Now I'm on zoloft,have been on it since JUNE 2013 and everything finally feels settled.
My sadness is gone and that HUNGER DEMON is gone too
at the moment I'm not working,living at home with mom and basically just trying to get through life.
My question to you all is: DO ANY OF U FEEL LIKE THIS(weight loss/exercise) IS ALL U HAVE GOING FOR U?
I do. I feel like I have to finally put ME first. My health,my sanity.
It's like I NEED to make this my number 1 PRIORITY!
Everything else can be CRAP in my life,but me losing weight and getting healthy seems to make the bad stuff not bad,if that makes sense.
I mean,I'd rather be homeless and thin than homeless and fat.
I know that sounds crazy....