I'm here. I've not disappeared on you. Well, not for good...anyways.
Thank you
Kat for PM'ing me. It may have just brought me out of my funk. I've not read everything yet, but I'm working on it.

Do you ever just get to a place where you're burnt out?

We've had a catastrophe of sorts at work and I have been working my hind end off. (literally, I hope)

I have worked every single day since I came back from Charlotte almost two weeks ago. We have three people that rotate on third shift. Two of those people have been out. One had a baby and one was in the hospital with bronchitis. To cover these people being out, me and the other first shift person have been coming in at 3:00am and working till 3:00pm. We just found a person to replace
Chatty Cathy, but she can't work on thirds, so it has just been a mess!
Things are definitely looking up though. The girl that is working with us on first worked here before, so she won't need a lot of training, plus....she is working a 32 hour shift.....Fri, Sat, Sun & Mon. My other co-worker is going to take Fri & Sat off and then I am taking Sunday and Monday off! I get to be home on Race Day! No more listening to it on the radio! Wooo Hooo!
On the food front, all is well. This is my 4th day OP and I am re-joining WW on Monday and I can't wait. It is time to get the rest of this weight off....know what I mean?
I went through a period there where I was just eating whatever I wanted to and it scared me. I started feeling that "bloated, indigested, walking around in a "food haze" feeling again, and although I may fall from time to time, I do take pride in the fact that I always pick myself up. No, maybe I don't do it right away and maybe it takes me awhile to get my crap together, but the point of the matter it.........I
DO do it. Even though the change in me is not what one might call
monumental, it is still a big change. In the past, when I have strayed from my eating program. I just quit. You know, my head was saying, "Wow....look at all the work you've done and you're just taking all these steps backwards." But I didn't stop. I continued to ignore the voices in my head and went right back to my old eating habits. Sometimes I would eat what I wanted for a couple of months. Sometimes I quit all together and it would be a year or two or more before I would try to get myself back together. Sometimes I would let myself go to the point I didn't think I could walk across a parking lot without passing out. But something in me has
changed. Lord knows that I'm not perfect. Lord knows I make mistakes. But I never ever
quit. I think it's all about
learning. Learning isn't always easy and sometimes, takes a lot of time. But, when you
learn a new way to eat,
learn to exercise,
learn what you need to do to feel and be healthy....it's not an easy thing. It requires time. Thru trial and effort though....we just might get this thing right.
Everyone have a nice day!
