That was awesome!! I just read 3/4ths of it to my husband, I think I just created a monster!!

I am very sorry your mother doesn't seem supportive of you and that your wife is also on her side in this matter. It can be hard to do this on your own but I'm glad you found this community. We are all struggling with this and it helps to hear about your struggles as well because it makes our struggles do-able. You have made progress towards a healthier you and that is fantastic.