Hey ladies..... how are you this fine am? Fantastic, I hope.
Sandy said something about
confession time. Let's have one of those, ok?
Just bear with me. I try to be peppy and upbeat most the time, but I've just had a plain ol' hard time this week. First of all, let me say that
Kat and I....well, for that matter, probably
all of us have been cut from the same cloth. You do really well....you're feeling strong and then the old voice of temptation comes in.
So, you give in.
Then you become frustrated
and guilty.
So you decide that since you've
already blown it, you might as well do a good job at it.
Then, you decide to chastise and punish yourself.
So you decide that you're going to severely restrict your points (calorie intake...whatever) to make up for the damage you have done. Then, because you've already opened up the flood gates and you're trying to satisfy the hunger of a lion with the dinner of a housecat....you just really end up blowing it and somewhere in the middle of a bag of hershey hugs and a large order of Sonic onion rings, you wonder...."What the he%# happened?"
Hmmm, wonder if you can tell the way my last couple of days have been?
I know it has been said that we "unknowledgeables" like to "fall off the wagon" and say "Well I'll not let it get me down, I'll forget my indiscretions and do better next time" and then we repeat the same mistake over and over again. But I ask you? What is the alternative? Eat and eat and eat until we either have a heart attack or die in our sleep? I'd rather try a million more times than to be a quitter. So that is what I am doing today. I am
trying again. It seems my fire has dimmed a little lately, but the spark is still there....I just have to get it blazing again.
I won't have time to individually reply to everyone today because it is very busy at work and it has taken me forever just to type what I have thus far.
Ok....other than what I have already spilled, let's see what's going on..... Well, first off, my baby got a job. ("baby" meaning my 15 yr. old) He's been bugging the crap out of me for months to get a job. I've tried to "discourage" him...advising him that he will have to work for the rest of his life, and that he should enjoy this "young" time while he has it, but this is something that he really wants...and being the
good mother that I am,
I have told him he can have a job as long as it doesn't affect his grades. Soooo, he put in an application at Dairy Queen (ugh)
and they called him for an interview on Thursday. He was a nervous wreck and sweating bullets.
I calmed him down as much as I could, giving him advice on what to say and how to act and you'll never know the pride and
sadness that I felt as he walked out with a smile so big and bright that you could have used it as a runway landing for an airplane.
I knew right then he had it. He starts Sunday at 1:00. Wish him luck.
I am very excited right now because we are going to the drive in tonight. It's our first trip back since last season and I can't wait! They're showing "Anger Management" and "Maid in Manhattan". I like Adam Sandler, Jack Nicholson and J-Lo, so it sounds to be a very promising night. I have the ground turkey thawing as we speak and I'll be seasoning and pattying it up when I get home to make some turkey burgers. I will also take some FF pringles with me, a serving of my yogurt raisins and diet coke and water. I wish I could take you all with me...what fun we would have!
Ok...I'll try to reply to as many as I can, but they'll be quick:
Kat: I have to thank you my sweet friend for all your inspiration....you have been my strength, what little there is of it, this week. Also, thanks for the recipes. You always give the best ones!
Tracy: I do not have the words to express how happy I am that you are here with us now regularly. Your posts brighten my day and make our thread complete. (no pressure there.....just want you to hang around)
Thin: Woo Hoo! Our own chat room! How cool is that? Thanks for taking the ball and running with it. I'll contact Suzanne today. Also....seems we've been walking on the same road this week, don't worry my friend...this too shall pass. {{{hugs}}}
Mary: I absolutely LOVE Japanese red maple trees....they are so gorgeous. It's supposed to be pretty hot here to today...but it's beginning to look overcast.
Amanda: I am so happy that you finally got your computer! Can't wait to see the pictures!
Duckie: Your post broke my heart sweetie....but how well I know the feeling. There were years there that things were very tight for us (and still are, at times) and when special occasions came along, I knew the money would be better used on something less extravagant...such as bills.
What I always kept in mind, was that the true "gift" of motherhood.....is simply that. Being a mother. {{{hugs}}} I can tell you this though....no matter what Ron gets me this year, nothing compares to that sweet handwriting on that smudged peice of construction paper that had hearts all over it that simply said..."You're the best Mom in the whole wide world". Nothing can top that. (Did I also mention that in the center of each heart he had written in a little "
20"? Does my boy know me well or what?
Steph: There are so many things that I am proud of you for lately. First of all, way to go with Curves. (once again, I am saying that) Also congrats on all your successes yesterday. You are well on your way!
Sandy: Hmm, do we live in the same house or what?! I keep a "tidy" house as well. I am not a spotless gal and never will be....but that's ok. I just think there are so many other things in life than to stress about having a spotless home. Don't get me wrong, my home is
clean. But between working, keeping up with the kids and dh, I just don't have the time. If company arrives unannounced, I have never been ashamed of the condition of my home, but I'm sure it won't win any good housekeeping awards either and you know what? I don't care. We're happy and comfortable...what more could you ask for?
2cute: Hope you're having a good time, what a nice thing to do for your Mom. We miss you!
Lori:Your post cracked me up. The "misinformed" part especially... So, you have rescheduled your picture appt, huh?
Ok.....I can't believe I did it! I have officially responded to everyone that posted on this thread. If I didn't respond to you, that means you have not posted on here thus far.....so, get your butts in here!
Just kidding. Hope you're having fun wherever you're at and know we miss you when you're not here.
Have a wonderful Mother's Day! You are the best group of ladies in the world and I am truly honored to call each and every one of you my
friends.