So about that whiney post I made..
So I made a post a week or two ago about the speed at which I was losing and plateauing, I blame it on pre tom overly emotional state of mind. But having this site to come to, to vent and let it out regardless how ridiculous or self loathing it may be, people in like minded states of mind get it, and understand how it can be. I just wanted to thank everyone for the support even when one such as myself can be whiney or feeling in despair when she really shouldn't. It's amazing the emotional and mental confusion weight loss puts you thru.
I also wanted to add that adding calories to my diet has really helped me lose during a time I was staying still on the scale, I've added 200-400 calories. On my hardest work days I'll eat upwards of 1790-1800 calories and it's working I was so scared to eat more but it's working.
This journey is insane I didn't think I'd be so emotional almost half way thru this process. But it's opened my eyes and it's crazy it's taken this long for me to realize things.
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