I'm so sorry to hear you're going through such a hard time. But know that you're an inspiration to many of us here on these boards (or at least to me), and I'm sure many more in "real life". Your courage and strength is absolutely contagious and although the "hard times" seem like they will never end, they will, and when that time comes you'll be grateful that you made you a priority!
But know that you're an inspiration to many of us here on these boards (or at least to me), and I'm sure many more in "real life". Your courage and strength is absolutely contagious and although the "hard times" seem like they will never end, they will, and when that time comes you'll be grateful that you made you a priority! 
