The previous post says it all for me too - that's exactly what I did/thought. I lost 30 pounds or so doing ww once, then gained it back, then atkins the second time about 10 years later, then gained it back. Since then I've added an extra 20 pounds from having 3 children.. so now I have even further to go. But at least I now realize and accept that for me, it's going to take this kind of control FOR LIFE if I want to achieve and hold onto my goals. I do feel empowered this time around, like it's my choice to eat or not, cheat or not, and sometimes I'll make either choice, but the big story is that I'll get right back on track at the next meal and keep going.
Good luck to you - it's nice to see another tall gal on here!

Let's get the job done together, kay?