Wonderful Wednesday... it's all downhill from here!
My plan is to rent as many movies as I can watch in the 48 hours that is my blissful weekend. I won't make it to the car dealership because, in plain English - I don't have time to do everything I need to do before I trade in my car (wash, vacuum, take off studded tires, etc....). So, it's going to have to wait - a few weeks probably since next weekend (2/8 & 9) I've been asked to monitor in our city's bowling tournament. Yes, yours truly gets to play da' boss o' da' lanes...
Had an Oprah/Dr. Phil- like "ah-hah" moment last night. I really do think, that a lot (and I mean A LOT) of my not wanting to go to Yuma, my life-long binging (well, since the age of 9 or so), and my current stress has a lot to do with my relationship with my Dad. I love him to death, but I feel this compulsion to not upset him, disagree with him, do anything to disappoint him, etc. Talk about stress... I've had the urge to binge like crazy since all this trip stuff started and I decided last night that, at 33 years of age, ENOUGH! I'm old enough, and independant of him completely - why do I feel the need to nod and smile when I completely disagree???? Why do I avoid telling him things for *fear* that he'll disapprove? Criminy, I was afraid to tell him I was only staying a couple days! This is ridiculous and has to end and I'm the only one who can do it...
~rant over~
Eydie - I feel better. I really think that my crappy state o' mind/body had more to do with the above topic than any bug.
Amarantha - I adore Dr. P... I wish I would've caught that episode yesterday! I've always thought the reports were a bit "off" when they state the % that regain. I mean, I know a LOT do, but you have to ask yourself "why?". They didn't regain it because how they lost the weight didn't work - they (huh, WE) regain it because we don't maintain the healthy life choices that got us there in the first place! There is no "cure" for being overweight - only making life long lifestyle changes, and most people, once they're thin, think "cool, I'm done" and resume their old 'pre-weight loss mode' life (I speak from first hand experience). Then they regain - whatta' shock...

I say, try and try and try again - the success is in the effort.
Kaylets - Hydrogenated oil scares the crap outta me. Anything that I eat, that stays in my arteries is a scary thought - doesn't keep me from eating it though!

Wonder why we do this to ourselves? That would be the holy grail of weight loss answers...
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Congrats on the loss!

I think it's extra special when we celebrate the little losses - I used to repeat endlessly at my WW meetings (when I was a leader) "you loose 25, 50, 100 pounds, a tenth at a time - it all adds up!"
Well, time to go wrestle up some Special K red berries!
Terri