Hello Ladies!
Well today was weigh in day and I lost another two pounds. I am now at 240 pounds. I am happy that I am loosing weight but I am also scaird. I cant explain it, I just don't want to be heavy anymore. I want to keep loosing so bad, and if I dont loose another two pounds next week, then I will be so upset about it. I have been working hard and eating a lot better, I know it is in my control, but it is still scary sometimes.
I cant wait to get into the 220's I haven't been there in three years. I weighed 222 when I got married and today is my wedding anniversary. My husband and I are poor but he got me some beautiful flowers, a cake (which I will eat only one piece) and a card. He is a really sweet guy.
I hope everyone else is loosing!
Have a great day.


I've been pretty good but I've still got a ways to go to get back OP. I've decided to give up on the weight training for a bit. It was something I really wanted to try but it's getting me down because I can do so little. I'm going to try to work on it at home but I found myself going from the gym to the nearest
shop when I got done.
I've been spending to much time at home feeling sorry for myself. (I don't have any reason to feel sorry for myself ... I'm healthy, I have wonderful friends, I have a bit of disposable income.) So this week I'm going to meet a friend for dinner one night, take a friend (or go by myself) to the movies, and visit the brand new, first in the area, Target that's just opened. I'm putting the note back in the car to remind myself that I don't need to be Burger Kings sole support either!
