Getting close...
141.8 this morning. I'm getting close to getting out of the 140s (plus I'm on TOM... so I could potentially be there already without the extra water weight).
This has been the biggest road block in my weight loss journey. I have been bouncing around the 140s for the past 2 years. Occasionally wandering into the 150's, but dropping right back down again. This has been my "safe" weight. It's easy for me to stay in the 140s. I'm not comfortable with my body here, but it's safe and easy and I can do it.
Every time I have gotten close to getting out of the 140s I've quit. Basically gotten scared and given up and binged my way safely back into the 140s. I really really want this. I've wanted it for so long. I know it won't be easy by any means to get down to my goal, but I feel like if I can get past this emotional hurdle I can make it to goal.
Any one ever have any similar feelings? Any suggestions or encouragement?
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