Ugh, what was thinking...
I'm in a training seminar all day for the next three days and I'm trying to make up for some poor decisions from this weekend, upcoming out of town weekends and get motivated to lose those last 5-10 lbs. So I decided this week I would tighten the reigns a bit *maybe* even drop my cals a smidge. What a dumb idea! And I KNOW better. This morning I knew that we'd be in training I had to eat my breakfast earlier than normal (mistake No.1), but I made it quality to hold me over for lunch, which I thought would be at 12:00 (didn't happen till 1:30), to drop my cals a little I had a small lunch (mistake No.2) and packed no snacks (mistake No.3).
So now I'm cranky, exhausted, HUNGRY, and detoxing from the weekend's indulgences and need to go back into training for another 3-4 hours and possibly work a little OT before I go home for dinner, in which I will be totally over hungry for and tempted to over eat. Will I ever learn that weekend long indulgences are not worth pain? Yes and *occassional* or single indulgence is or can be worth it, but most of the weekend or an entire day (yesterday) not worth it at all. Dropping my cals past my comfort level for faster weight loss, not worth it, eating for fuel and eating well for sustaining energy and health - worth it. The worst part is my exercise was stellar last week and had I been on plan I probably would have lost instead of maintained! We live we learn.
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