I'm a total addict. Fast food is what I love, it's the reason that I got as big as I did...I have plenty of food in my house, healthy food that I could eat and stay on plan...but I keep trying to find ways to get AROUND it. Excuses to get fast food, or even ways to fit it INTO my diet...There have been days where I just eat ONE MEAL, fast food, and not eat anything else so that I don't go over on my points....
I'm struggling right now...I'm cold and I'm hungry and I want some McDonalds...and I know I don't NEED it and I know that I have other food around the house that I could eat that would be much better for me...it's like my brain is telling me "DON'T DO IT! IT'S NOT WHAT YOU WANT!"....but something in the back of my mind is trying to take over and make me give in and go get that yummy warm amazing fast food...
Why is it that I think it's so good? I know most people say it tastes like crap...I know a lot of people have no trouble staying away from it...WHY is it that I'm like this? WHY do I HAVE to be addicted to fast food? It's so readily available, it's not illegal...it's not like they have rehab for fast food addicts...How am I supposed to be able to fight this?
Someone, please just stop me....the last thing I need is to gain again...I need to fight this addiction and I need to get past this. I HAVE to be stronger then this, I just don't know how



Step away from the car keys!
Here's the deal. The only time to break this is right now. Not AFTER you eat the crap and feel terrible, but NOW! 
Stay where you are! 

that I had to throw away the tortilla and everything in it, salvage the chicken and make a salad).