It's monday, what does your scale say?
Mine says 183. Down a pound from last Monday. 1 pound short for my month goal. I got 2 days.

I can do it!
Chris came home last night straight from work. He didn't return any phone calls. He talked to his dad on the phone for a bit. I know he got yelled at from him. I told his dad what was going on. Then he started to carve pumpkins with the boys. I cleaned the seeds, salted and baked them. Then took a bath. I hate the smell of pumpkin guts on my hands!

We then went to bed. I get more kisses now cause he can't tell me he loves me!

He knows how hurt I am. He keeps asking what's wrong. I am just not in the mood to be overly happy. If I am happy around him he'll think all is forgiven and he'll go back to his dumb friends. Well, the next 4 days are all taken care of. I work til 2 pm and then he works at 3-10. So, very little time to goof around there. I suppose he could go out after work. I will try not to let it get to me.
I turned down my invitation the join a new coven in town. I was accepted and I just can't seem to find the time with one car and Chris having 2 jobs and 3 children and no reliable baby sitter. I don't want to be a flake. Solitary life is much easier. I am still welcome as a guest on the email message board version.
Oh, mr jail man called last night before Chris got home. I don't know if he was calling from jail or if someone paid his bail. He'll be out today no matter what. County is way too crowded to keep a non paying ticket payer. Stupid man.