Hey, girls, I'm still here, sorry I've been MIA. First weigh in, not good, I'm at 152, up a pound from last week. I think my Christmas goal was very optemistic, I'm changing it to 150, if I lose more great, but that sounds doable. Depression has really been gripping me this week. All I want to do is sleep, cry off and on, and eat junk. I take many suplements for it, but, it is very dark here and cold, so, I need to start sitting under the light box again. I just got Dr. Fuhrman's DHA omega 3 so I will start taking it again.
Our dog got hurt this week. Apparently some homeless guy was rooting through our garbage cans and Jesse was trying to defend them. He screamed at and frightened her, and, in trying to get away from him, she cut her leg and face. Fortunately, they were superficial wounds, and she will be fine. I was really mad, though. Had she not been so scared, she would have been fine. People are so mean.
I worked out three days this week, shooting for a fourth. My goal is to work out at least four preferrably five times a week.
I think the worst thing about depression is the feeling of isolation, like nobody cares about you. I have decided to keep a journal, and step up the meditation.
The band I used to sing with is playing tomorrow. I am going with my boyfriend to go see them. The piano player also said I could watch their rehearsals. It would definitely lift my spirrits. Darby1, I relate, I just got a program called declutter your life i 30 days.
Jill, I love McDougall. I personally need a bit more fat than he recommends, I don't do well on a fat free diet, but, the grain based diet fills me up, and I don't want to eat junk.
Three weeks from today, I will be going to LA to see my dad, and see a play. Have a good day, all, I'll be back soon, and more often. I need to keep in touch right now.
Amie



tom...and i was doing soo good then the last couple of days I haven't kept track on my calories that much and i know i over did it. Soo tommorow I'm back to the gym and counting my calories!!

I think the obsessionw ith Twilight, is just being in love, and having someone who doesn't mind that you are impoerfect and weird, and still can't be away from you. Oh and of course the whole 'you're not suppose to be together' always gets people.
haha I know what you mean, I do love the books and movie but I remember thinking in the movie, that's a little creepy that he said he watches her sleep. 
