When people talk about commitment-phobes they are usually talking about men who won't marry they're partners. I am not a commitment-phobe, I am committed to my boyfriend, I am committed to my job, the only thing I can't seem to commit to is myself and my weight-loss.
I want to be thin, I really do and you can see from my tracker that I have lost but I have just started a new job and it's the worst job anyone can possibly imagine for someone who wants to lose weight. As if those golden arches weren't tempting enough but now they are free on shift.
I have tried to take my own food, but I get odd looks and interrogation about why I'm not eating McDonald's like everyone else, how they all stay so thin I will never know. I love my job, not just because I get free cheeseburgers but I love what I do, I just can't resist the food. Work isn't the only problem, I also live directly opposite a McDonald's, I can't get away from it anywhere, I know what I'm like and if I don't sort myself out soon I will find myself eating Mcdonald's everyday. People say soon you'll be sick of it, but I know I won't.
Can anyone help me?