Good morning,
Well, the weighin wasn't good. I had gained a pound. That's 2 weeks gaining and it stops right there!
I thought about why it happened and this is what I came up with:
1. I've only been getting to the gym 3 days a week.
2. Last week I bought those damn vanillia creme cookies, that I KNOW I can't control!
3. I let myself become stressed out over this class.
4. I'm not taking one day at a time
Ok, so I identified the reasons, now what am I going to do with them?
1. I will get to the gym 4 days a week and I'm adding 15 min. to my cardio workout and I'm going to add 3 reps to my weight workout. I thought about adding intensity instead of time to the areobic and weight to the strength, but if I add intensity to the cardio my bladder starts bugging me and it's the same for the strength, so I'm deciding to do it the other way. I will do this for seven weeks and then take a look at how I'm doing.
2. I will begin journaling again...everthing!
3. I will not stress out over this class. Instead I will use that stress to my good. I will not tell myself that I can't, but that I will and I'll continue to get the help that I need. Sometimes stress can't be avoided and I'll use it to keep me on my toes. That means putting in the extra time I need so that when it comes around for the tests, I know that I've worked it completely and that I can use that skill on my test.
4. I will stop being all things to all people! I will use the time that I have in my day for me.
I did have my first Accounting test last night and I feel that I got a low A or a hi B.
Sherri: Thanks so much for your kind words yesterday and for getting me back on track with myself. You are so right, I can't control what other people do or how they act, but I can control how I react to it.
Your job sounds so fullfilling. I've told myself that after the first of the year, I'm going to really start looking for something that will fullfill me as well.
Penny: Thanks for your support also! You know it's so easy to come to the boards when I am feeling positive; but when I'm not, it's hard to admit. I know I'm not the only one who struggles with that, but by not coming I don't accomplish anything and it's important to me to accomplish my quest to loos this weight and be happer with myself.
I'm looking forward to today...I'm doing good things for myself!