Well Ladies, It is the beginning of a new week, even though mine start on Thursday

. I hope all is well with everyone! I just journal for the first time a few minutes ago. It helped me feel a little better. I just get so depressed that I can not control myself sometimes! You know it is funny, I never had a weight problem until about 16 or 17, I weighed about 128 and thought I was fat then. And now I would kill (not litterally) to be at that again! I guess I am just a little bummed out at myself. I know I am not a failure but I am also not a winner yet. It is like I am stuck where I am and can't get out! Oh well, enough depressing all of you......lol
I just got my pics back from Mexico. I want to share them with you. I am so proud of my family. I know I have put on some of my weight, not ALL but some of my weight from my kids but I would not change that for the world!!!! I am proud of that weight!!! And I am proud of my kids! I will post them tomorrow.
Everyone take care and I'll talk to you all later

Penny