You are making me consider re-joining, too! I have gained about 40 lbs. since leavings TOPS! Ack! I lost about 16 last summer and have gained back 10 of those. So frustrating. I want to get out and start walking again regularly, but we have been having such soggy weather in the Midwest, I'm not accomplishing my walks!
I was considering joining the TOPS online program...have you checked it out? You get the monthly TOPS magazines, etc..., but you don't have to attend the weekly meetings. Although, the weekly meetings did give me greater incentive to stay on program during the week, I think. Good Luck and let us know what you decide!