Hello all!
Sorry to be so long but I have been fighting many dragons, demons and other dangers.....
Some battles were lost and although bowed and bloodied, I rested and remain convinced that the battle is NOT over, I CAN win and even better, on MY terms....
And yes, its true..... sugar led the opposing fight and did win .......
And sometimes, very, very handily..... in fact, more than once, I simply surrenedered.....
BUT this morning, I awoke remembering something the security guard said to me yesterday am as I giving him greetings of the morning....
The security guard said to me...... " You wake up in a good mood don't you?"
And I smiled and told him the truth..."No".....
But then I explained .... that I had realized after miserable mornings, Sunday afternoons spent dreading Monday, borrowing worry when I didn't need any.....that even when I don't feel cheerful, the best thing to do is to put on my "game" face and that small step itself is the step I need to slide into a better frame of mind.....
So today..... I am
BACK .....
Yes, the scale is up nearly 8 lbs and a few items of clothing do not fit nicely at all anymore.....
BUT I am moving forward.....
FRESH START .....
FRESH START CARDS for all!!!!
And don't forget what the other side of the FRESH START Card says!!!
NO GUILT....
Just move on.....
I will drink water, decaf tea and coffee and at the same time, keep setting the alarm clock for 15 minutes at a time to get things done....
Did I see that Wildfire is going on a trip? Have fun!
So, let me see what else I've been missing.....
