Good morning. So how are my
Partners
In
Crime, my sisters in sweat, my buddies in the battle of the bulge?

I've not been able to force myself to journal (the journals are weird lately, anyone else notice that?) so this is a mandatory post to keep me from hiding.
My diet is too salty, but no "all out binges" (yet) my water and exercise is nonexistant. Too many Diet A&W root beers. I've been using the excuse of my sprained and now Arthritic knee to not exercise. But truly, it's feeling better. I didn't walk with my cane yesterday. The only thing is the weird popping noises that haven't been there before and the way it "comes apart" when I take my weight off of it to step forward. It's scary, but not actually painful. But still, I'm afraid one of these times when I step down, it'll blow out. But I can't live in fear of that or I'll never walk or go anywhere care free.
My uniform pants have been so tight that last couple of nights.

I didn't know my big doughy belly could actually bloat (it's so soft, pliable and "hangy down" I didn't think it could fill back out). The inside of my pockets are showing and it's quite uncomfortable. It could be that it's TOM, it could be some bloat from too much sodium, or the fact that I finally got myself back on all my vitamins and supplements or even the possibility of the NEW meds bloating me. But regardless, I have to get back to losing weight or I'll have to ask them to order more uniforms for me.

That would be horrible and humiliating. I'm pleased that I've not packed on a bunch of weight (at least I don't THINK I have... but I've not been on the scale) but I'm discouraged that it's so hard to get back to it. But nothing worth having comes without some kind of fight. I guess I'm just not in the mood for a fight right now, but that's too bad. It's time to fight. Ding ding!
The computer at work boots me off when I get emails (AOL) but 3FC is fine. So I'm there (lurking and cruising) most of the evening (when I'm not playing stupid, mind numbing games to pass the time). So I'll look for new posts and hopefully find news from all my PIC's. Heck, even PM me... that would rock.
Peace and the best of luck to you all. Happy week end and Happy Halloween!
