Hi everyone!!
Man, it looks like everyone is doing so great!!! I'm proud of everyone!!! I wish I could be two places at once!! I like being in SC because I have my own little schedule everyday of what I need to do. But out here, nothing is organized, I'm being stressed and falling apart.....but this is where my family and friends are!
It's crazy, I missed Woes for yesterday, and I doubt I'll have anytime for myself today, since I havent had any since I've gotten here. I havent exercised not one lick, and even though I've not exceeded my calories, I either dont eat but once, or I eat a happy meal from Mcdonalds or something crazy. But if I dont stop and eat something, I wouldnt eat all day. NOT GOOD!! I know, everyone wants to beat some sense into me,....so do I!!! But I dont even have time to do that!! GRRR!!!! My dad seems to need more help than I thought, and I'm the only one who helps him. This is just too ridiculous, I havent spent anytime with my friends and there are still some of them I havent even seen yet. I am ready to go now, but want to stay for my dad.?!?!?
Well anyway enough of that, as far as my NCC challenge, I failed on the exercise and not getting stressed out part, but at least I've been eating smaller portions of non-healthy foods. I'll try to eat breakfast today. My husband got a truck, and although I should be happy, I'm not. I could care less about some stupid truck, that is not a family car or what we agreed on. I hate trucks, but who cares, I'll get my own job and get my own car. Well, sorry so depressing but had to get it off my chest, no one else to talk to or understand!!! My friends just look at it like I'm exaggerating and I just "pretend" to be too busy. I get up at 6 everymorning just trying to make the days longer and dont get to bed until 1 or 2 the next morning, nothing I've done ,except getting my hair fixed, has been for me. But didnt I say that already?!?!
Ok, I"m just going to suck it up and move on, life could be worse I guess, and I'm only here for 2 more days. I guess I will just try to spend these 2 doing something for me....well maybe tomorrow, today I have 50 million things to do. I wish I could congratulate you all more on how good you are and maybe put my 2 cents in, but I guess I'm too busy griping and complaining about myself instead of trying to be there for you all!!! I'll try to do better tomorrow, I gotta go start cooking breakfast for my dad!!My Love to you all!!
Jay

I realized, "I miss the girls"
(if you know what I mean) That very rarely really happens. I'm pretty good with the fiber and all. I think it's because I dropped one of my meds (without the doc knowing) And it's for my stomach. I think that may have been it. Got pretty scared one day. Thought I might actually have to go the the ER. That would have been soooooo embarrassing. Fortunately everything ended up ok.....in the end 
) and you'll be ok. Just come here and let it out when you need to.
By the way, are you still trying to lose weight or are you just maintaining for now?
not losing weight.
Eating more healthy foods and exercising
will help with your other medical issues and that's the important thing, the weight will come off when it's ready. But as long as you know that you are trying, then dont worry about it. Just keep up the good work!!
It's hard to buy jeans because when you go and they are too tired it discourages you, but so many of the same size jeans fit differently. Just keep it going girl, you are doing great! I'm so happy for ya!!
but with a proper bra, or cute swim top, we can still look sexy!
I like to be myself, and have fun, but also don't want to embarass someone hanging with us. I want to start a "just motorcycle" thread so I don't bore anyone else here, LOL!
The trailer we stay in was sold so the dh went solo and stayed with some guys he works with. And the weather was so outstanding. I was bummed. But I still have Sturgis to look forward to.
Sounds like you've got a lot going on with all the changes. I know it's hard, but don't forget to take care of yourself. And congrats on the 4lbs. Have fun at that party, you deserve it..and show em' what you've got. Feel good.
Holly-
I am sooo proud of you for writing in your journal!!!
That is so great! I know right now if seems like homework...but it will be just a part of life...like brushing your teeth!! My lil sis just started last week, and I dont tell her or remind her of anything. She runs to her journal and calculate her calories and everything! You will do the same too! It won't be like a chore for long!!
I'm looking forward to getting to know you! Take care and
Why reasons/excuses are because:
"You cannot eat a stupid salad and drive"
You are sweet! I hope you have a great day!
So I will be going now!!