Good morning fine chickies of the world.
Got up at 6 today. Was rewarded with a most beautiful sunrise. The door men showed up but first they called and were lost. Don't know why, most GPS devices take you down to the quarry instead of our house. DH gave them directions and they found the place ok. Seem like nice guys. DH is watching them closely but chatting too so they don't realize he is supervising. One guy cut his finger - of course they would NOT LISTEN to me and wound up using half of my box of band-aids. Just don't bleed on my new door. I rolled my eyes and went upstairs. DH is not keen on the new door - for $7,000 I would have liked something more special but it is ok. Passes wife seal of approval. I will post a picture when they are done. It has sidelights that open and have screens on them. The screening did not come in the materials so they will have to send it later and DH will have to install it. I guess we should have ordered the $10,000 door.

Oh great, I just heard them say there are 2 men bleeding on my new door.

There is a big gaping hole in the open door way. 19 degree air is pouring into the house. The furnace is running at top speed. I told DH to put the scaffolding up inside the doorway and plastic tarp a closure but NOOOOOOO. He said they would put a frame and shield up. Home Depot said they would put a tarp up. They are merrily working away as if it's a gorgeous summer's day.
I decided yesterday to go to the weekly Weight Watchers meeting just to check it out. I very much liked the leader and that's a biggie for me. She went 5 years ago as a show of support for her Mom. Figured she'd attend for 30 days to get her Mom going and then she'd go back to her regular life. Instead she said she liked the program and lost weight and continued on. She lost 130 pounds to get to goal 5 years ago. I found that inspirational because I have alot of weight to lose too. The ladies there were very nice also - about 12 of them. We talked about how big the meetings are in the city - you can be lost in a room with 40 or 50 people and you don't get a personal experience. I decided within 10 minutes of the meeting that I'd give it a try. Once more. Repeat offender as they say. I've been doing WW since probably the 70's and this is embarrasing to admit but each time I rejoin I weigh more than the last time. BUT it is time to do something and while I am not totally crazy about WW, the accountability and weekly weigh-ins and good support I'm hoping will help. There is a new tweaked up program - which they do just about every year or so to keep interest and recruit new people. This one really puts a focus on movement as well as eating. And you set your goal instead of them. If you want to get to a certain dress size, that's your goal. If you just want to lose 30 pounds even if that's not your "ideal" size - that's your goal. Which is good because I will NEVER again be at what should be my ideal weight for my height. I was once when I got married and people said I looked sickly and was too thin. Except for DH. He liked me that tiny but it was impossible to maintain without either starving or doing drugs or developing an eating disorder. I have a size in mind and I'd like to go from apple shaped to more of a green bean shape.

Two things that disappoint me from the current plan - there is still an emphasis on sugar free stuff. A can of regular soda is almost 1/3 of my points for the day yet a can of diet soda is 0 points. With all the press lately about diet soda being as bad or worse then regular soda, I am disappointed that they would still encourage this behavior with no points. The other thing that disappoints me is with Whole30 it got into better, more healthy fats. I was getting used to the coconut milk in my coffee but a tablespoon of coconut milk is the same amount of points as a tablespoon of sweetened coffee creamer. That's not encouraging. Also fats are fats, even if they are healthy ones like avocado. On Paleo and Whole30, they encourage healthy fats for satiety. Here you kind of get penalized for them.

Oh well - I will benefit from the discipline of journaling, regular movement and portion control.
Annie - thanks for offering a new thread title. Hard to believe February is around the corner. That's funny about the coffee incident. At least your seat didn't get all messy - do you have cloth seats? I HATE HATE HATE when you leave enough sensible room for winter driving and stopping and some yokels look at that as an opportunity to cut in.

Especially when it's your fault if you hit them from behind.

Driving was half the aggravation of working. I really did not mind taking the train for 22 years. People do the same thing here - zoom like it's dry pavement. Especially the goofs from the neighboring state where they raised the speed limit to 70mph so they think that means 85. They really crawl up your butt. That's funny - but then again maybe not - that the "boys" really get into the car racing and you are left running the concession stand

I'm glad though that C enjoys them. Might make up a bit for getting ignored by his own kids.

Loved that Jacob told Sissy not to be home yet

No, you would not like the movie Revenant. Trust me on that. It's a guy's movie. Yuck. Yikes on your son's diagnosis but is it one of those things that because they caught it early, it's very treatable and they are able to control any damage?
Laura - thanks for the comment about not using heat or ice on the neck. I use a heating pad occasionally but not ice. DH has a traction device he got from the physical therapist for his neck. Think medieval torture device - "the rack" but not as bad.

I tried it once. Not sure it helped my issue. But he likes it. Yes, I don't think that poor woman realizes what she has in store for her packing up her house. I felt really bad for her - asked if she had any friends or family locally to call on and she shook her head sadly no. I mean she is up there in age, her husband just came home from hip surgery - Lord knows how she is going to maneuver him around and she has to pack up her house.

I told her to call if she needed ANYTHING and don't consider it a bother as I know what it was like to be alone (in Memphis). I hope she will be ok. I caught a little bit of the Biggest Loser when DH was flipping channels. OMG - Bob Harper has got to be the most BORING host ever. Totally not his thing. I caught the part where they were voting someone off. I dunno - do they coach them to be so ... so uninvolved???? Unsympathetic?? Just seemed not like a good fit. Goodbye Gracie, you've been voted out, don't let the door hit you in the as... on the way out?
Ok, well I went back through posts to respond to personals and saw Michelle's link to that movie "All of Me". Thank you Michelle for sharing that with us. It was an interesting movie. Kind of shows you the struggle of the head game which goes so much deeper than eating. I found it very interesting in the one woman's comment that they don't do enough bariatric followup and the ongoing struggle that is maintenance. I'm glad you are feeling a little bit better. I imagine that post surgery things can get topsy turvy easily for a bit until things get stablized. I guess you have to be aware of every nuance. Hopefully you will be doing better. Are you moving to the next phase of your eating program now that kick start is over - introducing more things slowly?
The workmen just left. The door was installed not without alot of hassles. DH is not happy with it. There are parts that are crooked and uneven. I wonder if it is going to leak air gaps. Part of the reason we replaced the door is that we didn't have a good seal and it was causing alot of cold air to stream into the house. Also there are a couple of minor parts missing. Well maybe the screens to the sidelights is not exactly minor. Just good that we won't be needing to open the sidelights right now. Someone is supposed to be on their way out to inspect it. DH refused to pay for the balance on the door until things get resolved.
Susie - for the life of me I can't imagine trying to multitask work while walking on a tread desk. I suppose it's one of those manual ones where the belt moves to your speed so you don't have to worry about getting distracted and running off the belt???
Well this post has taken about 6 hours to write so I am going to sign off for now and catch up with the rest of you later. Have a good weekend.