Heeeere I ammmmm...
Ok, I have been so busy between work and the stables and other horsie stuff. That and noodling around in my brain about why I'm behaving the way I am right now with regards to food.
I journaled about my fear attack because I was so close to my next goal. It happens every time I get close to one of my mini goals. I think I've dealt with it now, but I wonder if I'm going to have to work through this every time I approach one of my goals on the road to my ultimate weight goal. That could be a pain. I get so close, then freak out and rationalize eating and gain back a couple pounds, which takes another week to get off, then I'm back on track again. The last time this happened, it derailed me for a couple months. This time I think it was just a week or so down the tubes.
I have not been meeting my workout goals at all. Tomorrow I really do want to try to do an UBWO. Not even an intense one, just something to get me back into the swing of things.
HippyChic - Welcome to the thread!! It's always good to see new "noses" poking in! Actually, all of us here strive to be losers!

It's the only way to go.
Tracy - Have you started the SBD yet? I hope it works out for you! I find that I can't restrict myself from certain foods - I end up resenting it horribly and binging on the very foods I'm trying to avoid. But I do know it works VERY well for a lot of people.
Jolly - Next time, throw a brick at the inconsiderate boob knocking on the neighbors door. (girlfiend!

I love that.) Hope you get some rest tonight!
Ok, now the fun stuff. Nickie and I went to Horsetown yesterday and picked out the riding boots we both want. They didn't have my size at that store, so they're having them sent over, I'm really hoping they'll have them tomorrow so I can take my riding lesson. Amazingly enough, they had a very nice pair in her size! I put them on hold till tomorrow when I'll pick up both pair. We drooled over the beautiful bridles and saddles, Nickie got a pretty halter for Shadow, and we picked up some curries and brushes and hoofie picks. I finally found a place I like to shop!!
Tonight was her lesson, so she rode Dixie instead of Shadow. Dixie is a pretty little arabian mare who is a former barrel racer, and as Nickie puts it "she has a need for speed." But Nickie did very well - she did a great posting trot, and even did half the lesson without stirrups. And tomorrow for my lesson? I get to ride Dixie, too! Woo! With any luck I'll stay on the horse for the entire lesson.
This weekend I get my nails done and my hair chopped even shorter. And I get to go do more horsie shopping. And I make my first payment on Arashi tomorrow, so he will officially be MINE!!! Mine, mine, mine ... alllllll mine. *gloat*
