I am sitting here all alone and I thought that I would post. I am not feeling great. Larry and I went out to a trading post near the river. It was in the open and it is very windy out. We both were hurrying to get out of the cold and I felt something go wrong. I got such bad chest pain again. We had to come home, I couldn't go any further. Now I just have to rest til it goes away. Larry took Dez out to look for a pair of runners.
Dez isn't doing to bad. It just hits home since she was in the same predicament a couple of years ago when she tried to commit suicide twice. Gee that was a tough time. Well she is out of her depression and is feeling better now.
Someone is at the door I better go.

DEE

Dee: PLEASE take care of yourself!!!! Sounds like maybe you should take a day or two and just sit and relax. Tell Dez I am truly sorry about her friend and give her an extra hug from me. Such a horrible waste of a young life. I feel so sorry for the family, this is something that his brother will never forget.

Dee-Please rest today. You know when you need to, because you are very in tune with your body!! With everything going on in your life right now, your heart seems to be taking in the stress. I'm thinking with your heart troubles, maybe that is how you deal with the stress??? Please give Dez a hug for me too. I know you have had to deal with her suicide attempt and it sounds like she needs extra care right now. Okay---I'll get off my soapbox now:soap:

Sherry-Do you have to makeup the snow days? I know we do when we have hurricane days. Maybe right now it wouldn't hurt to take an anti-depressant. Or at least go to the health food store and get some St. John's Wort. It never worked for me, but some people say it does.

Donna-I haven't read your bio---I'll go over and do it right after I post here. I love the name of your business and the reason behind it.

Well-Yesterday it happened. Someone at school told me that I look like I am GAINING WEIGHT!!! Now I feel like I need to cover my big fat a@@ all the time!! Talk about depression!! I guess these 7 lbs are beginning to show. I need to start buckling down again. I was hoping just jogging 25 miles a week would help, but I guess I need to get back on the old WW band wagon before it gets out of hand!! I am PMSing right now, so I will wait before I really get serious. My problem is if I lose too much, it shows so much in my face. I would like to get back down to my WW goal weight. I think also that some of the weight I've put on is that my food is not going right through me now that I am in remission with my UC. Before everything slipped on through!! Maybe I'm better off sick;)

Titan-I need to go to the dentist badly. I just can't afford it, even with insurance. I make sure the kids go and take care of their's, so hubby and I can't go!! I have 3 broken teeth. Fortunatly you can't see them because they are in the back of my mouth, so I can hold off until they really start hurting!

Ramona-In Fla, even the aides have to have a 2 year degree now. When they start asking the office staff for the same, I'll be having to find another job!! I never went to college. I only wish I did, and I can't afford to go back.

Got to go do some laundry before I jog!!

Talk to you later.

Just poping in to let you know that the chest pain has eased off. I rested lat night after I got home. Watched two movies. I feel a twinge of pain in the center of my chest but feeling much better. Thanks for yur concern. I will take it easy today and see what tomorrow brings. This is really a blessing in disguise! It makes us take another look at what is important in life. That is one of the reasons Larry and I don't wait for tomorrow to do anything tha t we want to do. That includes the special romantic meals, traveling, visiting friends and family, just taking the day off for the beach.....etc.
Thank you for your hugs and prayers for Dez. She seems to be doing ok right now. I know that her emotions will be up and down for the next bit.
Ramona I will continure to pray for Dan and Ben. I think of them often and then I think what it would be like to be a mother of two boys in the army with a war at hand. Be strong Ramona.
Shelley from what I have seen of your pics you look great. I was a little concerned before when you were losing to much and you could see it in your face. Maybe lose a couple of pounds but don't go to low.
Well I hope you all enjoy your day. I am signing off so I can give my pc to hubby to get more ram.

DEE

My goodness! I'm gone for two or three days and I've got at least an hour's worth of reading on my hands! Y'all have been busy! Hopefully I will find the time this afternoon to read all the posts.

I got my first "Have you lost weight?" yesterday! :D My team teacher asked...

WEIGH to go Jennelle!!!!! It must be showing!!!!! Nice after all your hard work, huh??

Dee: Happy to hear that your feeling a bit better, I agree with Shelley, it's stress. Try to relax more over the next few days.

Shelley: This hug {{{HUG}}} is for you girl!!!! Don't let some super model wann-be rain on your parade!!!! I bet the comment was made out jealousy!!! In all honesty, the 7 pounds can not show up that much. People can be rude and overbearing, try to overlook the comment and focus on how great you have done and will continue to do!!!! If you need me to, I will travel to Florida and whip the ol' gal beck into place for messing with ya!!!!

Deb: warm here again today!!! We have had days that it is yard work weather only to have snow falling the next!!! Here in Kansas we have a certain amount of days alotted as snow days.

Sher: I say, send Drew to a movie, light a candle or two, dress in something sexy and you might be surprised how Wayne will react!!!! Sex sells baby!!!!! :lol:

Vickster: You sound like you are soooooo busy!!! BTW: How do you charge with the daycare? Per day or hour? Also, may I ask how much?

Ramona: I can just imagine how heavy your heart must be now. To know that you have two sons that could possibly go to war. I am saying prayers for all of our service men and women, your boys included too.

Dee#2: (gotta come up with a new title for you) Hmmm...maybe retired Dee? Your new relationship sounds so interesting!!! I wish you the very best!!!!!

Well girls, all of you not posting.....please check in so we know how life is treating you!!!!

Hubby brewed a batch of beer today and I will be bottling a batch of wine next week. Have any of you tried Perry? It is a wine made with pears instead of grapes. We tried some this past week and it is FANTASTIC!!!!! The real kicker, it was less then $4.00 per bottle!!!! hic*hic*hic*

:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

What would you do if the doctor told you, that you had 6-8 weeks to live?

Or he could help you live for 10 months to 18 with some suffering.

Oh boy, how sad! That is exactly what the doctor said. Remember my friend of the family Jackie? Well that is what her life expectancy is. They can give her radiation and chemo right away and she will have a bit more time to kill here. She will lose her speach and end up in palative care. The good thing is death shouldn't be painful. She is 59. This will take some time before the shock wears off. She didn't except this bad of news either.

Oh a happier note guess what I did today?

I sat by the roaring fire (to keep warm, it is freezing here.....brrr) and drank beer with tomatoe juice (cuts down the calories) and listened to Zamphir love songs. How about that for relaxing? Just what the doctor ordered! I knew that today was not a day that I could move about a lot so I made the best of it. For dinner tonight we ordered chinese food, which Larry is on his way to pick up. As you can tell I am not on program today! It is a thank you dinner to the kids for helping out at my birthday party.

Well better get back to that cozy fire.......just have to wait for my hubby now so I have someone to cuddle besides Amigo.

DEE

Howdy :wave:

My Mom & Dad are in Florida for a 10 day trip.I went over to their house today and did some DEEP cleaning!! I even washed her curtains and ironed them! I'm one tired floozie!! But boy will Mom be surprised when she gets home!!:o

Dee.........So sorry to hear about your friend Jackie.I will pray for her. I wish that Dr.'s didn't tell people things like that! They aren't God! They told my Mom 8 years ago at Vanderbilt that without a liver transplant, she wouldn't live pass a year! Her liver is holding it's own now.She does have good & bad days but she has beaten the odds the Dr.'s gave her.Like I said, I will pray for Jackie. :angel: (Also...glad to hear that you're feeling better!) :)

Debbie........Are we going to get that snow that they are saying tomorrow??? Heck...we may not be able to go to Florida this summer.....we'll still be in School!!

Shelley.......We have 5 snow days built in.We have used 4 so far!

Was going to post to everyone but I'm about to pass out!
More tommorrow!!

Nighty Night!!
Sherry (Sher-Bear)

Oh I forgot..........

Gayle,
I DON'T have anything sexy I could get this fat butt into!!! If I did try to squeeze my bod into it....it may turn Wayne OFF!! :lol:
(Hey...good idea! I may try to wear it afterall!! :lol: ) LMAO!!!

I might as well start a new thread before going to bed......

STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Please go to #89..................A New Thread Has Been Started!!!!!! :cb: