jolly, I'm sorry to hear about your grandfather's death. Good for you for thinking of him AND of you in turn. I don't really feel like coming in here anymore. I just got your notification by email and took a look. Things are too bad and hopeless-looking and until I get some sort of steady ground under my feet this, sorry to say, just seems too unimportant. That's not to say I'm doing nothing. I am doing the usual and trying to take care but I have no strength and little optimism and can't be much of a help to anyone in here. Also, coming in here and not getting just a lot of understanding (no advice, no criticism) would be something I couldn't take right now. It's that bad.





for doing bootcamp and a 5 day jumpstart!