Oh my gosh, I new explaining this so that it was understood was not going to be easy, I'm beginning to regret my words.
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I can even sit beside my husband who's eating a bag of chips and have NO desire for it...NONE. Are you ok with seeing tv commercials about food? Is that a trigger too?
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Yep, I do the same, and it doesnt bother me, and no TV commercials dont bother me either. It is
binge eating that is the trigger. So, unless someone is devouring an entire pizza on the tube, then nope no problem. Since I don't, on a regular basis, run into someone eating an entire bag of cookies, or find someone in the closet at work stuffing 6 chocolate bars into themselves, I'm fine. It was the reading of the amount of food ingested at one time that triggered the bad thoughts. It was nothing against the person confessing, I dont think they're bad, it is about me & me alone. I know its hard to grasp, but I didnt condemn her, I wanted to BE her.
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WOW... witchie.... have you received help for this???
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Yes, and lots of it over a long period of time, and I'm almost there : )
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I do sense some sarcasm in your words.. if i am mistaken please tell me..
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Yes, you are mistaken. I was being quite serious, this is one of my last triggers, and I was looking for suggestions.
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I am being totally serious because if you get upset just because Chantal listed her indulgences..
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I'm not upset at all, I'm triggered, which means that something was set off in my brain that made me want to do something unhealthy, in my case binge eat. Ok, hope that made it a little more clear, its twisted I know. Anyway it was a beautiful day here in Ontario, hope the sun was shining on you all! Cheers!!