Martini for me I completely missed your post, sorry about that, sometimes I just scroll down and post and forget to look back.
~He has been very encouraging so far, he knows my ultimate goal is to be able to do a regular pushup on my own, so he's been helping me by starting with them on the balance ball. We've been watching out eating too. We ate out once last week and it wasn't bad at all, we didn't have an appetizer and we both took home over half of our meals. I've also backed way off of the nagging, and I feel better personally. I don't know why I was doing it, but honestly looking back the things that I was nagging about didn't matter at all. I hope he sees the difference. I'm really considering the counseling, I am just kind of ashamed about it I guess, I dunno. I feel silly going there. I don't want to bother people, I dunno. The entire time though he wanted us both to get healthy, both of us have diabetes running in our family and we both hate where we are at. I'm not doing it just for him, I'm doing it for me because i dont like where I'm at, I wanna feel strong and confident. I was looking in the mirror a little bit ago and decided that i definately want to do this for me but i am hopeful i dont lose my boobs
This next 6 months is going to be a testiment for us, he is going to be away trying to find a job while i am still in school so hopefully we can survive. I understand his side on me nagging him and being after him the way i was. Thats how his mom is to his dad 100% of the time and he is so miserable and he doesn't wanna end up like that. he told me that from the very beginning. I just need to find a serious outlet for my stress.
Thank you so much though for the offer, I really appreciate it!
That's soo awesome that you have lost 30 lbs!!
Jasmine~ I bit the bullet and bought a new scale and i love it! It's one of those healthometers and it was on sale for 23.00 That's not bad at all! It's bad but the scale is a motivator for me, I get on it a few times a day and it's like alright I need to push a little bit harder today or drink more water today.
Anywho hope everyone is having a good thanksgiving! I didn't eat too much today, but I was still stuffed to the max! I took little portions of everything and ended up putting a lot of it back