learning new things
i was made fun of as a kid. and now that i am so overweight, i didn't realize how "not fat" i was. i started gaining all of this weight about when i was 22. i am 27 now, and i used to think at 170 that i was huge. a cow. i mean in high school, i see old pictures and i looked great. all of my friends were size five, but i wasn't cut that way. i had to learn that by gaining 100 pounds. you know, the bible says that god works all things together for good. i have learned alot about being overweieght.
1. i can't erase the past, but i can change the future.
2. i have learned that i can and need to love my self despite all of my circumstances, regrets, addictions. etc.
3. i am lucky that i have people who love me no matter what my body looks like
4. i will never, ever, have to base my life on what other people think.
5. that life is to short to not be healthy.
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