Back in Onederland (With a New Attitude)
Well, I am finally back in Onederland this week! It's been about a year since I was at this weight. That's my scale victory.
My NSV is that I seem to have a brand-new attitude about the whole weight/fitness thing. In the past, I've felt myself to be a victim of circumstances. If my schedule got too hectic, I'd make excuses to put off my workouts or eat junk all day long to deal with the pressure. But suddenly, I don't do that any more. If something comes up that interferes with my routine, I work around it, instead of just giving up. I'm not saying that "I have arrived," because I know there'll be ups and downs for the rest of my life, and there will be choices to make every single day. Maybe I'm not even explaining this very well, but I guess I'm finally understanding the whole idea of commitment to fitness, KWIM?
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