Just wanted to post to let you know we still support you.
I don't have a problem with alcohol, so can't give you first-hand advice. But my father does. When he was diagnosed as diabetic, he cut way down on drinking. He lost 40lbs. that way, without cutting very much else (including sugar... he was never a sugar fiend). Maybe his success story will motivate you a little bit.
I bet you could find some support on this board for issues with alcohol. There are so many people here, there have to be some in a similar situation. Since you've already been open about your issues here, maybe you could start a thread in the Support section. You could even generalize it. Something along the lines of "food-related addictions." That could include not only alcohol, but sugar, caffeine, salt, etc. If you open it up to all sorts of addictions, maybe you could get a big group together and support each other.