Facing Reality
Well I am facing reality that I have an eating problem. I eat when I am stressed, bored, tired, when I am trying to avoid something. Trying to diet seems to have made it worse. All I can think of then is what should I eat , how many calories etc. It is like I am obsessed with it all. I do good for a few hours then eat something I shouldn't , feel bad about it and then just feel destructive and eat junk.
The one positive thing is that I have been sticking to my exercise program or I am sure I would have gained even more weight than I have.
So I am trying to take one meal at a time and trying to make some better choices in what I am eating.
Today is the most I have ever weighed I am at 148. I should only be about 125 but seriously would be happy right now if I could even get to 140.
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