Welcome Kellann!
I lost alot of weight...169 1/2 pounds. I know how you feel physically & emotionally. I still have 2 goals to meet; to lose 35 more pounds then 15-20 more after that.
I believe in you!

Once you hit that 200lb. mark....you'll say, "WOW! I did it!"

Motivation is the key to success, well one of them. Stay positive, stick to your exercise regiment, eat right/healthy and drink water. You'll notice a difference within a week or two. I promise! Questions? Just ask away.
emerald dragonfly