I have to lose this weight. :(
I'm currently 20, I turn 21 this year, and I'm attending college in the fall.
I'm excited, but so worried that it's making me sick.I weigh 270 pounds right now. It's not necessarily the weight itself I have an issue with, I'm used to it, it's the fact that I have NO clothes for college.
I don't mean, "Oh no! I don't have any cute dresses in the colors of my school!".
No, I mean I literally don't have clothes. I have one uniform I wash every other night for work, the outfit I got interviewed in, one kinda casual outfit, and then a few different PJ shirts and bottoms. I don't have going outside clothes, I have PJs. I seriously can't find clothes that fit me in the clothing shops around here, and most online plus size clothing costs too much for my meager budget. I'm freaking out. Since I was 6, I've been on the chubby side. I was chubby all the way up until puberty. At that point, a lot of stress and depression was involved and I started gaining fast. I gained over 100 pounds in around 6 years. I need help to lose this weight, and I don't have anyone to turn to for support.
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