Hi everyone! I'm new here. I am 220 lbs, 5 ft 6 in. Last week, on November 8, 2010, I made the decision to lose my extra weight, start healthy habits, and get in shape. For the rest of my life.
I can think of a million different reasons why I want to be healthy. But there is one huge reason that looms over me every day. I'm a 23 year old college student studying forestry and wildlife conservation. One of my dreams is to be a conservation officer. This type of job requires a lot of physical work in the outdoors. When I go to class and we do something like hike in the forest, I am always out of breath. I struggle to keep up with the rest of the class.
I am sick of it. Not only is doing the actual job hard work, but many of these jobs require you to be in good physical condition to even be considered. I haven't applied for any internships or part-time jobs for this reason. I would be too embarrassed to walk into an interview looking the way I do now. I hate that my life is on hold because of my weight.
I have a short-term goal that I am starting out with for now. I want to lose as much weight as I can by May 5, 2011. This is the date I go to a 6 week forestry camp in order to get my degree. It's when I practice all I've been learning in my classes. It's 6 days a week, with almost constant physical activity. To be honest, I am terrified. I am going to be as fit as I can by the day I leave for camp. And after camp, I'm going to keep up my lifestyle changes. Forever.
I have failed many times in the past. And I know everyone says it, but I do feel different this time. I have a different mindset. I have realized that just like I keep my house clean, do my homework, work,and pay bills, I have another responsibility as an adult: I need to be healthy. I have one body and one life - you bet I better be in shape. I need to give up one thing I love - junk food and a sedentary lifestyle - and trade that in for something that is harder but gives me better returns - health.
Thank you to anyone who read this whole thing, I could rant forever but that pretty much sums up my situation. I have lurked around 3FC in the past so I'm pretty familiar with some of the faces already. I hope you can become familiar with mine!