i understand exactly where you are coming from. when i was in college, it seemed like everyone around me was a size 2, and i was a size 14-16. in fact, my two best friends from college are both size 2's!!!!!!
i am down to a 10 now, but it's always a struggle to not gain anymore weight.
you should see it as a blessing that you found out now you have a medical problem, like Monique did. it sucks to have it, but at least you know you can do something about it now and you can avoid problems later in your life.
just my two cents
jenn
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