
I’m feeling extremely frustrated right now. I’m eating well, working out every day, feel no desire to eat unhealthy foods, I don’t have seconds, count my calories… I’m doing everything I am supposed to be doing.
Yet, I’m back to 196lbs. Like when I started (almost). Like last weekend. Come Monday, I’ll be down to 194 again, and come Wednesday, I’ll drop to 191, like I did this Wednesday and the Wednesday before. I don’t know what’s going on with my body. Am I hitting the wall? Am I plateauing? It’s frustrating. I’m eating 1200 cals. a day, working out religiously… maybe I’m retaining water? Maybe I am not going to the bathroom as often as I should? (sorry if that comes out as TMI). What the heck, dude! By no means I want to quit what I’m doing. Nope. Not this time, this is the life I always wanted: to eat healthy, to feel like working out, to not feel like eating junk. I always wanted to own this healthy state of mind and I finally have it. But I seriously do not know what else to do!
Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!! I’m so frustrated! I want these 60lbs off!!



But I reached a different kind of commitment this time around; usually I diet for about two weeks and give up, same goes for working out. I would usually quit or binge when something like this happens. This time I'm so committed to making it to 132 that those things are out of the question (I'm doing hypnotherapy to help me with those wise, healthy choices and unlike other times that I tried hypnotherapy, this time it's working very well, so much so that I'm impressed with my how well I'm choosing the right foods and how little I miss the garbage). But it's very disappointing nonetheless.



