Body NSV's
I noticed this last night on the porch, but uber's post inspired me to post about it.
It's Arkansas, its humid, storms are rolling in. Last night was perfect, had friends in, we're out on porch after dinner, all of us in rockers, feet kicked up on the patio table, stretched out, being lazy, basically. Rob slid his hand over my knee and squeezed. Perfectly innocent, perfectly sweet. Exactly right, but when I looked down, he says, "you've always had some of the prettiest legs i've ever seen but they're really lookin good mami". OK, thank you gorgeous sexy man who thinks i'm totally hot and can't keep your hands off of me, and he's right. Conceited or not, my legs really are looking good. I have that slight hollow from the inner knee to the thigh, that i didn't have before, they have SHAPE and they're slim and lovely. I stretched my arms up and wrapped my palms around my elbows and noticed they're getting bony, and have those lovely little hollows behind and around the joints. Not the round shape i've always associated with them. They have shape and definition and they're ... pretty. My elbows and knees are pretty. They're feminine and girly and they make me feel sexy. When I look down at myself with my feet up and my arms wrapped around themselves over my head, relaxed and happy, I dont see the pockets and bulges on my belly now, I see the progress I've made in that there are clean shapes and definitions under my clothing. I'm starting to look, more....normal, i guess. So, while i may not look the way i want to in clothes, just yet, i may have odd pockets of fat and bulges that are completely out of place, i can SEE the thin angi inside, struggling through the fat to emerge and she's no longer just a -visual- she's becoming a reality. Yep, i have a way to go, but these small, significant things make it that much easier to keep plugging away.
Last edited by Angihas2; 04-30-2010 at 11:53 AM.
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