I want a new wordrobe. I am going to have a wonderful shopping spree when i reach my goal weight. I would also like to go with my husband on a "just the two of us" vacation.
I would like to see "That Look" in my husband's eye. I know he loves me, but the last time he had that look was when I had lost a lot of weight on WW before my son was born. He was a welcome byproduct. I then gained 50+ pregnancy pounds and every diet since just backfires and I add on more than before.
Why wait to feel and look good? I am taking this time to order a new wardrobe from Lane Bryant and Jessica London catalogs for a new job. I have been wearing clothes that say I don't care about myself and that shouldn't be. I think I will get rid of the grey in my hair and dig out the mascara. Why is this important?
I have 2 pairs of jeans from when I was 17 or so when they actually fit. I want to be able to fit into them again. I swear when they fit again I'll never wear any other pants!
When I get down to my best weight, I want to go to wrestling school... I know, sounds odd, but I think it would rock... I'd also like to get back into dance, and martial arts...
I know this may sound crazy but I've already excepted the fact I'm a different kind of gal with a different way of thinking. The ultimate item I'd like to reward myself with is a piano. I used to play many moons ago and find it to be very relaxing and mentally stimulating, so here's to working one step closer to the beauty of the ivory and ebony keys.
I am hoping beyond hope that my secret reward will be the ability to walk through a store or go shopping without my electric cart. To be for e most part a fully functional person again, To keep my home the way I would choose , to be able to do much of what I once could. To sleep in a bed without having to be nested on either side with pillows. ( Keeps my spine from slipping and sliding out of wack) in reality to recapture in part the person I was before all this craziness took place. I am so much better than I was but wit all te medical complications my body can no longer cope with the weight. I deeply hope it will allow me to be more myself. Entertain, go out the things so many take for granted until......
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This isn't really a reward, I guess, but it's a goal - to be able to sit on my DH's lap. lol
I also want to be able to ride a bicycle in comfort - just hop on and peddle off...
When I am at my goal weight, I want to run into my ex-fiance and have his mouth drop to the floor. I was skinny when we were together and he has since seen me at my heaviest. It would also be nice if he would hit on me so I could tell him to take a flying leap!!!! (Is that horrible??)