Hi everyone .. well .. its definitely been 36 hours I could have lived without ... but I havent sabotaged myself too much I dont think .. actually .. Im down 100g lol .. anyway .. my daughter (she is 15 as of Aug 3) decided to ditch school again yesterday .. and instead of coming home she went missing!!! So I had the police out looking for her, rang every friend I could find in her mobile phone and nothing .. I was so upset last night I missed dinner completely and nibbled on a bit of the rotisserie chicken I did for the dogs and cat (spoilt critters I have) .. but it was the breast piece with no skin so not too bad I dont think?? Anyway .. I didnt sleep last night ... my laptop died so I have to take it in to the shop on the weekend ... Im feeling pretty tired now but fortunately at 2.30pm today Ash was located. She really doesnt want to go to school any more thinks she can do correspondence school or get a job .. so now we have to go to the school to see what they say .. in NZ you have to be 16 before you are allowed to leave school .. she is not happy about that and really doesnt want to go back ...
I dont think I have sabotaged my diet as such .. I just havent eaten .. I couldnt eat not knowing where she was .. I also havent drunk my water .. so Im a little behind .. but at least I didnt go out and buy a bunch of chocolate I suppose. So Im feeling a little numb right now .. and very tired .. I have asked a friend of Ashleighs to come around and she is going to stay the night and go to school with Ash in the morning .. I dont know if I want to smack her or hug her and never let her go really ... sometimes it sucks being a parent.... but tomorrow is another day .. and I dont think it can be any worse than the last 2 days ... cripes it better not be .. I wasnt budgeting on getting any more hair dye this week!!
Tonight I am going to be a little naughty I suppose .. I have ordered a pizza hut pizza for the girls and might nick a slice .. I think I can afford the kilojoules lol .. but will stop at 1 and have a nice salad with it I know I feel more relaxed now that Ash is home .. but now Im ready to go to sleep... just a few more hours then bed
I notice I missed a birthday!! Sorry about that .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY PATTI .. I hope it was a lovely one!
Good job to those that are staying OP and have had NSVs ... helps to keep me focusing .. I was actually thinking of giving up JC and just counting calories .. Im sure I can do it and it would be cheaper .. will have to see tho .. might give it another couple of weeks just to be sure
Huggies all
Katt